There are no words to describe this level of brokenness…
No glue that could repair a shattering of this magnitude…
Nay….
So we gingerly tuck away the debris in a sacred, secret, safe space… where it lays in wait for the elixir that when mixed with the remains transforms them into a force that can no longer be reckoned with.
A moment of sadness pours into my cup until it’s nearly overflowing.
A warm haunting melancholy ensues over what wasn’t, what isn’t, and what might not be going forward.
I drink it down…not slowly, not quickly, but evenly with rapt acknowledgement.
Undaunted I pour a new cup of warm sweet sustenance and fill it with Love, determination, and Hope (however audacious) then drink it down slowly until it permeates my soul.